Facing Fatty's Biggest Fear in 8 Days!

Oh god... This long weekend I'm going to have to face something I've avoided almost completely since I was pregnant ...

I'm going to have to actually squeeze myself into a swimsuit.   SHIT!
Not only do I have to face my fatty's biggest fear, I have to do it while surrounded by women who look like they just stepped out of a damn swimsuit magazine!  My daughter's family is filled with really beautiful people who all work hard, make good choices and take care of themselves ... which is great ..

But that doesn't help my blubbery ass feel any better at all in my 10 year old swim suit that really didn't flatter me then .. and sure as hell isn't gonna help me out now that I'm 50 pounds more!


So I have 2 years of bad food choices (mmm I love cake soo much!), inactivity and fat to get rid of ... and I want to at least make a dent in this next 8 days.   Any secrets out there?

I'm down almost 30 pounds and have lost inches off... well off everywhere.  There is nothing on me that isn't an inch smaller or more than a month ago .... it's been a noticeable difference!

I've just decided that if the scale doesn't move, it's gotta be broken cause I can SEE and FEEL the weight coming off!  (lol .. yes I know all about muscle weighing more than fat ...I'm just impatient to see the scale move!)

I'm taking pictures as I loose the weight and am enthusiastic of the progress I can already see!


One step at a time, I will reach my goal :)